NEW YAHOO MESSENGER SCAM

tiffany_smith997: Hello,Am tiffany smith ,am from England and am looking for a representative in the states who will be working for us as a partime worker and we are willing to pay 300 dollas for every transaction,which wouldnt affect ur present state of work,if u are interested pls am online u can chat with me.BUZZ!!!

raqui_bronx: transaction? What does that mean
raqui_bronx: you looking for people to recieve money for you?

tiffany_smith997: first off all i will like to know ur asl and what u do for a living Am 26/ female / England, london,I work for Lantex manufacturing company in england

raqui_bronx: you messaged me you should know all that already
raqui_bronx: or are you just messaging anyone with out notice?

tiffany_smith997: with notice
tiffany_smith997: no i serch for ur name and yahoo id through yahoo 360

raqui_bronx: Well your stupid if you think anyone will believe you work for a manufacturing company. and your messaging people through yahoo messenger. Your playing yourself doing an illegal scam
raqui_bronx: and your getting reported.
raqui_bronx: IGNORE

Phenomenal Woman

Phenomenal Woman
By: Dr. Maya Angelou

Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.
I'm not cute
or built to suit a fashion model's size
But when I start to tell them,
They think I'm telling lies.

I say,
It's in the reach of my arms,
The span of my hips
The stride of my step,
The curl of my lips.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me

I walk into a room
just as cool as you please,
And to a man,
The fellows stand
or Fall down to their knees
Then they swarm around me,
A hive of honey bees.

I say,
It's the fire in my eyes,
And the flash of my teeth,
The swing in my waist,
And the joy in my feet.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
that's me.

Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me.
They try so much
But they can't touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them
They say they still can't see.

I say,
It's in the arch of my back,
The sun of my smile,
The ride of my breasts,
The grace of my style.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

A poem for Women...

A poem for Women...

I shave my legs,
I sit down to pee.
And I can justify any shopping spree.
Don't go to a barber, but a beauty salon.
I can get a massage without getting a hard-on.
I can balance the checkbook,
I can pump my own gas.
Can talk to my friends about the size of my a$$.
My beauty's a masterpiece and yes, it takes long.
At least I can admit to others when I'm wrong.
I don't drive in circles, at any cost.
And I don't have a problem admitting I'm lost.
I never forget an important date.
You just gotta deal with it, I'm usually late.
I don't watch movies with lots of gore.
Don't need instant replay to remember the score.
I won't lose my hair, I won't get jock itch.
And just cause I'm assertive, don't call me a bitch!
Don't say to your friends, Oh yeah, I can get her.
In your dreams, my dear, cause I can do better!
Flowers are okay,
But jewelry's best.
Look at me you idiot...
Not at my chest !!!
I don't have a problem,
With expressing my feelings.
I know when you're lying,
You look at the ceiling.
DON'T call me a GIRL ,
a BABE or a CHICK .
I am a WOMAN.
Get it? you DICK!?!

COVER MODEL SEARCH for MALE & FEMALES - January Issue - www.largeincharge.com

COVER MODEL SEARCH for MALE & FEMALES
January Issue - www.largeincharge.com

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Here are the Articles in this Month's Newsletter:

Welcome to the Large In Charge NewsletterIn this Issue of L.I.C.

Featured Person - LargeInCharge Cover Model Search. 12 Models... 12 Covers... It could be YOU!

Raqui's Spot - New Years Resolutions

Jay's Spot - ON VACATION SORRY IM CLOSED

Guest Spot - A entry from our Writing Contest

Fashion Furious - NEW EDITION TO OUR MAGAZINE. Fashion Finds from our readers. Submit your Find.

Product of the Month - Products for People of Size

Ask Raqui & Jay - Send us your questions, we always answer. Back by popular demand!

Events & Pictures - L.I.C. Delivers Info. on the hottest BBW events, See what we are doing in the community.

L.I.C. FREE RAFFLE - Win a copy of The Fat Girl's Guide to Life! by Wendy Shanker

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Size Acceptance and Empowerment!
People of Size...Taking Control!
Be Big, Be Proud...Stand Tall and Say it LOUD!
Raqui of LargeInCharge.com
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The PROOF is in the PUDDING

The PROOF is in the PUDDING

How do you seperate Blind Faith and Hope? How do you forgive and forget? How do you sit and wait for someone to prove something to you.

When someone hurts you, that last thing you want to do is set yourself up for another fall. I am not in the habit of saying. GIVE ME MORE I LOVE THE ABUSE. I AM READY FOR YOU TO HURT ME AGAIN! The last thing i want to do is prolong the end to a bad situation.

When is enough... enough? When do you say. I am tired, I dont want to go through this no more? You have been through enough bullshit with other men. Then someone new comes along and there we go again. WARNING SIGNS TELL YOU WAIT!!!!! STOP!!!! your going to be hurt.

What if it has only happened once? What if the lies and misscommunication, the hiding, and sneeking happend one time. But it was the ammount of a fucking mountain. What if your just starting out and getting to know each other and already the lies are abundant? What if he says. LET ME PROVE TO YOU that it wont be like this. LET ME PROVE TO YOU that it will never happen again. I am tired of the lies and i dont know why I do it. But i will stop. I will get some help. I just know i dont want to miss out on the chance of having you in my life. What happens when someone wants to PROVE THEMSELVES. And you just dont know if you want to wait until it is proven?

So you sit back and begin to evaluate who this person is and how they treat you. And you realize that they have make you happy, you smile more, and laugh more, and they are quite funny. You dont have any real personality issues with each other. In fact you actually enjoy each others company. When he is with you and he is with you alot. You feel cared for. The constant asking if your ok. The catering, the pleasing. The way he looks at you and cracks a smile.

Then you think how can someone like this lie to you about what he did? And why did he lie? But most inportant... Can he stop? What if he says, that he never met anyone who he has bonded with so quickly. Someone who understands him. Someone who he wanted to be with all the time. Someone who he wanted to make smile everyday, every chance he could. Want if he says he has fallen for you? What if he says he loves you. And is willing to do anything to prove it?

Do you stay by and wait? Do you let him try to prove? Do you throw him to the curb? Does the happiness he bring you give him one more chance to prove himself?

To many questions to little answers.

Someone told me give him enough rope to hang himself. See if he will swing or not. Maybe he is real?

The proof is in the pudding. Lets hope the milk used isnt sour.

Raqui

MEN ARE FULL OF SHIT! - If you LOVE ME you wouldnt LIE!

MEN ARE FULL OF SHIT!

If you LOVE ME you wouldnt LIE!

My Blog people know me. And people in General in the BBW Community know me. I tell it like it is. If you LOVED ME you wouldnt LIE! How does a man begin to date you. Know who you are, know you dont take shit, see on your blog you are so out there and truthful and willing to BLAST people for there Bullshit. And still serve up shit on a plate, cover it with sugar and say "YUMMY CAKE" have some.

If a man makes me smile today. But lies to me tommorrow. I rather go without the smile. Why when you treat a man with kindness and consideration. When you give them a thought, and the benifit of the doubt. They treat you like a plaything. But when you kick there ass, take advantage of them, beat them, curse them, cheat and treat them down right funky. They love you. Is that crazy? YES!

Sorry is a word that is used way to often. Why should you have to say your sorry. I DONT WANT TO HEAR SORRY. Just be right, do right, act right, or leave me alone. I am tired of excuses, the I dont knows, the i will do betters, the I am not sure, The I have a complex. SHIT I HAVE A FUCKING COMPLEX TO! It is called KILL A MOTHER FUCK IF HE FUCK ME OVER. I wonder if that shit will hold up in court.

Your Honor I couldnt help myself. I have a complex. Every time a man lies to me and denies me, decides that he is going to leave me waiting so he can see someone esle. (and it dont matter if he fucking her or not) Every time i find out he is trying to meet new people and has a messenger list with people that he is speaking to and wanting to visit or get together with. I cant help myself your honor I just got to kill him. I mean he got in with my fam and friends. And got close to them and then i find out he is a big fat fucking liar. I had to kill him.

Would that hold up in court? HELL NO! If it would I need to go take care of a few things.
Is honest to much to ask. Is a little compassion, consideration, may i even say it LOVE. Is this to much, to treat others the way you want to be treated. To make a decision on who you want and what you want. To stick to it and if you see yourself going in the wrong direction to say so. To admit that your not man enough or ready. To realize your weakness and work on it?

Is it to much to ask that a man be ready if he steps to a woman like me. Is it to much realize you cant treat others like a disposible cup. One sip and it is gone. maybe you hold onto it for a while then when your tried you just get another. You cant serve me you bullshit and make me eat it like cake.

How can you tell me you LOVE ME! When the next word out of your mouth is a lie? How can you love me at all when you cant love yourself enough to know yourself and be truthful. How can i believe that you will prove yourself, when that proof might be another lie?

Maybe if i hurt you and took you for all you had. Maybe if i beat you and curse you. Maybe if i ruled with an iron fist and force you agaisnt your will to do as I say. Maybe then you would listen. Maybe then you would have respect. Maybe then when you have no choice, no thoughts of your own, when you cant make your own choices and you must live by my hard ass rules. maybe if i despised you and hated you. maybe if i made you feel like shit everyday, the way you made me feel yesterday. Maybe if i closed my hand over your mouth and around your throat so you felt as helpless as I felt. Maybe then you would act right?

I cant live like that.
I wont.
Raqui

YAHOO LESBIAN BITCHES

YAHOO LESBIAN BITCHES

You want to talk about some nasty shit. Lesbian and Bi-sexual bitches that act like internet fiends. Now I dont have a problem with lesbians or bi-sexuals. Im not one, but i support alternative lifestyles. I dont think there is anything wrong with finding your nut and getting it. Problem is when these Lesbians and Bi-Sexuals decide that they want me and when i reject them they get an attitude.

What the hell happen to freedom of choice. I choice not to lick carpets. That is just my choice. You can lick and suck or eat whatever you want to. But that doesnt mean that I have to be your testing ground. Yes I know Big Fat Pretty Women like me are just what you have been waiting for to feast your eyes and lips on. But guess what? I DONT WANT YOU!! I have enough things going on with out some weird bitch by the name of amylovebi2001 coming on to me and getting mad when I tell her NO IM NOT LOOKING FOR YOU TO LICK MY PUNIE NAH NAH. I dont want to talk to you if all your looking for is a way to get at me.

In this world your damned of you do and your damned if you dont. Well in amylovebi2001 world she is a DAMNED IDIOT. How the hell you going to be mad when someone is not a damn LESBIAN???? I mean does that spell STUPID BITCH OF THE YEAR or what?

CONVO: Yahoo Messenger

amylovebi2001: Hello
amylovebi2001: Hows ya doing babe?
raqui_bronx: who are you and why are you calling me babe
amylovebi2001: Im amy
amylovebi2001: 29 Bi US
amylovebi2001: dun u wanna chat ?
raqui_bronx: no
amylovebi2001: u bi/les?
raqui_bronx: no
amylovebi2001: fuck you then bye u asshole
raqui_bronx: you wish i would fuck you
raqui_bronx: sucka ass bitch
raqui_bronx: lol IGNORED

I HAVE FOUND MYSPACE!!!!

Ok i had an account there for a year and did nothing with it until my little sister got me to figure it out. I have a myspace page now and maybe some of you would like to look at it.

http://www.myspace.com/raquibx

Raqui

Trying to Date Me!

Trying to Date Me!

So what do you do when someone is trying to date you? And they are from the Internet... and your agaisnt internet dating... and they actually seem like a decent individual? Do you just suck it all up and say... WHAT THEY HELL!?!?! Or do you watch it careful and cautiously like your brain tells you to?

Ok so can you believe that someone is trying to date me. Even after reading my blogs and all the bullshit I say about people in general. He actually became curious. LOL For those who remember my Yahoo blog was a gigantic hit. That was before it was torn down, due to some blasts in which I told individuals exactly what I thought of there insane and down right diguesting behavior. I guess someones little feelings got hurt. HO HUM! I can be quite vicious as some may say. LOL

So after all the Ying Yang I posted on my blog someone actually decided. I GOT TO DATE THAT GIRL!!!!!! Is he a man who is just dying for abuse? Or does he like a woman who just tells it like it is? Hmmmmmmmmm makes you wonder? Is he a crazy member of some team of internet hackers who are trying to figure out a way of getting at me to ANIALATE ME? Ok that last one was a bit farfetched but fun to think of.

Something to think about. It is going to be a long hard siege for this guy to actually get me to settle down. I dont make commitments to just anyone. Any man who thinks they can grab me up like they would a piece of fruit sitting outside on a stand to try and then put back is going to be greatly dissappointed. I dont work like that. So we will just have to see what happens.

In the meantime i can say... He makes me smile.

Raqui

PET NAME PROOF

Everyone who reads my blog knows how I feel about Pet Names. Well guess what we have the proof right here of one person who goes around using pet names and has no idea who the hell he is talking to. I spoke to him three times online. She is always talking about how he eat so much etc. I didnt think nothing of it. He for some crazy reason thought i wanted to lose weight. Which i dont, I mean me and this person had a whole conversation about how i dont want to lose weight so it seemed strange. I called him on it and no he didnt know who i was. There you go ladies. See how it happens.

dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 1:29:37 PM): hey
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 1:30:00 PM): hi
dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 1:30:10 PM): how u doin big gurl
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 1:30:16 PM): sick
dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 1:30:25 PM): awwwwwwwwwwww
dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 1:30:27 PM): u ok
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 1:32:29 PM): i am really sick
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 1:32:45 PM): i am just trying to get a few things done so i dont have to worry about nothing this weekend
dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 1:33:29 PM): oho k
dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 1:35:12 PM): so wut is wrong with u
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 1:35:24 PM): flu
dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 1:35:34 PM): ohhhhhhhhh
dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 1:41:36 PM): u need chicken noodle soup
dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 1:41:38 PM): that helps alot
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 1:41:57 PM): yea to much snow to go out and get some
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 1:42:01 PM): im to sick to do it
dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 1:42:46 PM): oh
dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 1:58:24 PM): well i hoep u get better
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 1:59:18 PM): thank you
dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 1:59:34 PM): u maybe lose alot of weight
dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 1:59:41 PM): i had a friend that lost 11lbs
dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 1:59:46 PM): after she got sick
dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 2:01:26 PM): so maybe that will happen to u
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:04:14 PM): you a little to preoccupied with my weight
dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 2:04:27 PM): sorri
dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 2:04:35 PM): i just tryin to help ya
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:05:06 PM): help me do what
dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 2:05:19 PM): lose weight
dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 2:05:25 PM): i thought that wut u wanted
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:05:33 PM): I never said i wanted to lose weight
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:05:40 PM): i told you i dont watch my weight
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:05:48 PM): it is what it is
dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 2:05:51 PM): oh u dont
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:05:56 PM): no
dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 2:06:00 PM): i got u mixed up sorr boo
dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 2:06:03 PM): sorri
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:06:03 PM): why the hell would i want to lose weight
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:06:10 PM): i am perfect the way I am
dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 2:06:18 PM): yeah u r
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:06:22 PM): you know what if you cant figure out who your talking to
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:06:27 PM): then you shouldnt be talking to me
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:06:39 PM): dont bother messaging me anymore
dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 2:07:18 PM): no im sorri
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:07:39 PM): i dont have time for people who cant remember who I am from one day to the next
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:07:51 PM): and I told you before about calling me pet names
dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 2:08:03 PM): damn do u have pms today or somethin
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:08:06 PM): that is why you men use pet names
dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 2:08:07 PM): chill
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:08:17 PM): so you dont have to remember who the hell your talking to
dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 2:08:36 PM): ok wut my name
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:09:07 PM): we went through this already the first time you messaged me
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:09:14 PM): and you still cant remember myname
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:09:20 PM): and your staring at it
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:09:24 PM): on the damn screen
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:09:38 PM): and no i dont have PMS
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:09:45 PM): but you have it cause your a PITIFUL MAN who is SCREWED
dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 2:09:47 PM): yeah i know ur name wut my name
dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 2:09:53 PM): WHAT MY NAME
dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 2:11:35 PM): see u dont know my name so
dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 2:11:43 PM): stop actin so bitchy
dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 2:11:48 PM): u dont know me eitha
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:11:54 PM): you dont like it TERRENCE
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:11:59 PM): because i am
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:12:07 PM): BEING IN TOTAL CONTROL of MYSELF
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:12:15 PM): and dont put up with your bullshit?
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:12:23 PM): If you can remember who is who
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:12:27 PM): dont bother to message them
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:12:34 PM): cause a real woman wont put up with the bullshit
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:12:38 PM): all you will get is IGNORED
dirtysouth_gangsta2002 (12/9/2005 2:12:41 PM): damn sorri i got alot of friends
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:12:54 PM): if this is what you call friendship
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:12:58 PM): it is missing alot
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:13:05 PM): cause at the very least
raqui_bronx (12/9/2005 2:13:11 PM): you can learn a persons name and there the messages straight.